Cxrpse - WHERE DID I GO lyrics

Where did I go?
I miss the version of myself that I know
(I know)
Back before I gave a fuck if I'd grow
(I'd grow)
When it didn't mean a thing if I would blow
(If I would blow)

Every single day I'm feeling cold now
It didn't mean a thing to me when
I went and I broke down
Tryna visit home but that shit's
A fucking ghost town
Think I need some therapy but
I don't even know how
People see me as an opportunity now
But I want you to go away, there's no escape
Right now I wanna blow my brains
I'm full of pain
And I know that it's never gonna be the same
So tell me if you'll stay
Tell me if you love me or you wanna get away
Because I got the feeling I'ma
Be the one you hate
Because I got the feeling I'ma
Be the one you hate

Where did I go?
I miss the version of myself that I know
(I know)
Back before I gave a fuck if I'd grow
(I'd grow)
When it didn't mean a thing if I would blow
(If I would blow)

I'm getting tired of being tired in my head
I don't wanna wake up then I
Wish that I was dead
All these years feeling so bitter and upset
It wouldn't be shocking if
Everybody I know left
I'll never felt how I did
I'll never feel that way again
Because I'm just a person
And now I live with my sins

Where did I go?
I miss the version of myself that I know
(I know)
Back before I gave a fuck if I'd grow
(I'd grow)
When it didn't mean a thing if I would blow
(If I would blow) where did I go?
I miss the version of myself that I know
(I know)
Back before I gave a fuck if I'd grow
(I'd grow)
When it didn't mean a thing if I would blow
(If I would blow)