Delto, ​funeral - Defuse lyrics

Got no temper
Might just lose it like a defuse
Runnin' 'round the map with some new shoes
Looking for the answers like it's Blues Clues
End up drunk, I'm seeing double
Wonder who's who?
I been feeling like I'm no one
I'm way too tired to be feeling my emotions
Flowing water, yeah, I'm gonna end up frozen
Broken fucking record, looking so dumb

Looking so dumb yeah, I gotta go numb
I should be alone yeah, all on my own
I just gotta go run
Down some fucking more rum
Now that I'm all grown i don't wanna phone

My brain is foggy, disoriented
This ain't a joke wanted to die but in the
End I'd probably fucking choke
Just forget about me, invisible in this cloak
Don't know what I gotta know but
I think I'ma 'bout to
Where the fuck am I? I can't even see clear
I'm going off, baby, you
Should take the lead, steer
I'm so far from home but
I don't wanna be here
I'd feel a lot better but I still need fear
Fuck everything and everyone
I pour a potion up
So fucking close to closing up So please
Don't get to close to us
Yeah, pour that potion up, fuck feelings
I froze them up
Don't know what I'm 'posed to love
I think I'm getting close enough