Ego, Nova - Rhythm of my heart lyrics

The Rhythm of my heart

This is how it starts

Laying in the dark

Staring at the stars

Don't wanna be apart we are we way too far

From where i wanna be

Sitting at the scene

Stirrin’ up a dream

Of what we could’ve been

But then you broke it all

Tore the rhythm right apart

Threw it in the dirt

And it makes my body hurt

From all the broken memories

About you and me

But now shit's history and i'm moving freeg

I won’t make it to tomorrow

Drinking up my sorrow

Surrounded by the bottles

My heart is left hollow

Nothing left to follow oh oh

The Rhythm of my heart

This is how it starts

Laying in the dark

Staring at the stars

Don't wanna be apart

We are we way too far from where i wanna be

Sitting at the scene

Stirrin’ up a dream

Of what we could’ve been

I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med

When I was met with a prescription
Of a bullet made of lead

And when I woke up in an hour
In a pool of my own sweat

I said, "I swear to God I'll never
Even try to sleep again"

So instead I took my pen
And started writing evidencе

And when I started making sensе

I found that I had reached the end

Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends

You wanna bet you're just pretend?

You're just a pet confined within
The lines of writing

You're not shit

I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways
I swear I did

I said I talked to people 'bout
The problematic life I lived

They were my neighbors, razor blades

And different flavored pills I hate

Therefore I’m at, surely my last straw

I'm so glad, stuck in the past, I said that

So this is how it ends?

Tied all of the loose ends

Bottom of the bottle is my friend

I fought through all the strife

But now I’m sick of

Life

The Rhythm of my heart

This is how it starts

Laying in the dark

Staring at the stars

Don't wanna be apart

We are we way too far

From where i wanna be

Sitting at the scene

Stirrin’ up a dream

Of what we could’ve been

I don’t want you to

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