Elgin Ecyoj - Scenery Interlude lyrics

Ain't nothing like a lil' change of scenery
Back against the wall, rather fail than fall
Putting forth no energy
Ain't no telling what this future
Has in store for me

As I walk through the glass
Doors of the kingdom
Emotions taking over all over again
Clean slate
This is the beginning right after the end
Of what I thought was heaven
Nothing went according to plan
Moved in a house of seven
Still struggled to pay the rent

Imagine growing up freshman year in
A house that's crowded roach problems
Never fixed at this time I doubted
Any sense of happiness
Happening only shoutin'
Back and forth our moms never
Happy the bond was fallin

Meanwhile, sharing a room with
Three of my cousins
Not by blood but relations in
Which our parents discovered, each other

When they were younger considered youngins
Only one they put trust in was god
When they ain't have nothing else
But themselves

Similar to my experience no help
Was handed when I needed it most
Mentally lost in hell

Like cells when there bout to close
Key being entered n twisted
Almost became my position
Several bullets I missed em

Tossing n Turning
Searching for comfort on my pallet
Mornings I'm hurting
Waking up early way off balance

Tryna balance positive thoughts
But the dark won't let me have em
Reason this is valid it
Has to be ever since we got
A lil' change of scenery
Back against the wall I'd
Rather fail than fall
Putting forth no energy
Ain't no telling what this future
Has in store for me