Eliza McLamb - hydroplaning lyrics

Something about you liking me
Just doesn't sit right with me
I think it probably means you have bad taste

And you know I'm a pretentious asshole
And I'll find a million tiny things
To hassle you about
Make up my mind before I know
You and kick you out

And then, of course I'll whine about
How no one could ever love me
Blatantly ignore all of the warning
Signs in front of me drive my car on the
Interstate while it's raining
I go hydroplaning for fun
Fuck up my life on purpose when I
Get too bored of being numb

It's 2 am and I'm calling you back
"Hey, really sorry for the way I acted
Anyway, do you wanna come over?
Mess around, play a movie in the background
We don't even have to talk
In fact I'd really prefer it that we not
That way I don't have to think about you
As collateral for all my bad decisions"

You remind me way too much of
All the love I could've seen
All the shit I've served up cold to all
The people that were nice to me
I'm the queen of self sabotage
My insecurities are camouflaged
If I never let anyone in
I won't ever be left again