Elton John - I Fall Apart lyrics

Without you I no longer swim upstream
Where are you when I try to
Fill the spaces in between
The red letter days and all the pain
And while I remain shipwrecked
Everything has changed and I fall apart
With this threat of indecision
Hanging in my heart
This house can get so lonely
When the day grows dark
And it seems to be the night time
When I fall apart can't you tell the shadows
No longer comfort me
I don't feel the need to
Cling to anyone I see
This fool's suffered gladly each
And every day i don't wish to reconsider
I wish they'd stay away
I've no care to count the stares that pity me
I'll wash your hurt away just
You wait and see for every rose you give her
I'll give her three
But in the meantime I'll just
Wish that she was me