Emlyn - ​dear nick lyrics

I keep wishing I could feel your lips
One last kiss when I was still ignorant
And I know you claim you don't think about me
You're probably listening to music way
Too indie for me

But I still cry when I see your name
Cause you're watching my stories but
You're numb to the pain
And you're not mine and
It's embarrasing to say
That I can't move on and
You're well on your way

Dear Nick
I wish you hid it just a little bit
Better that you're better
Wish I never fucking wrote that letter
Nick, I wish you missed me just a little bit
Cuz I'm losing my pride over some
Fucking dumb guy named Nick

I know you and frankly I'm still too cool
And I'm much too smart to let
You anywhere nеar my heart
Excuse me, if I seem prеtentious
But clearly I have lost my
Senses giving you my attention

I still cry when I see your name
But you're streaming my music and I
Make money from my pain
And you're not mine and
It's embarrasing to say
That it took me this long to
Be well on my way

Dear Nick
I wish you hid it just a little bit
Better that you're better
Wish I never fucking wrote that letter
Nick, I wish you missed me just a little bit
Cuz I'm losing my pride over some
Fucking dumb guy named Nick

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh!
I'm way too, way too good for this
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh!

I always hated that name now
It's all I can say
How dare you make me fall for
You from three states away?
You don't deserve that praise
You're fucking lucky it's your day
I know you're probably so amazed by this fame
But don't forget you're still named Nick
I always hated that name so fucking basic
Ohhhh I've moved on but
You're still named Nick