Emmure - A Gift a Curse lyrics

What I've done, what I've seen
The lives I've touched what does it mean?
Losing track of everything
I gave it all, but what did I gain?
And I don't care what wait's for me
On the other side of life's release
Cause when I close my eyes your
Face is all I see
So even if I die I'll never rest in peace

I was desperate just to shine
Now I struggle constantly to survive
I, I have nothing to prove to you
What I've done, what I've seen
The lives I've touched what does it mean?
Losing track of everything
I gave it all, but what did I gain?
And I don't care what wait's for me
On the other side of life's release
Cause when I close my eyes your
Face is all I see
So even if I die I'll never rest in peace

And I've tried so many times to show
That what I feel is real
No, this is not a joke
But, you keep pushing me
Yeah, you keep pushing me
And now you've gone too far
And there's no turning back
And now I hope you choke
And fucking burn in hell burn

Nothing changes all I know is that
I'm alone in this silently I wait
Hoping you'd come back for me
I'm alone in this silently I wait
Hoping you'd come back for me
Seems like I'll be waiting 'till the end
Knowing that I can't speak to you again
Truth is you were never there

I don't need your empty
Words or bullshit sympathy
So here's a gift for all
Those years of mocking me

Now I wish all this evil upon you
You deserve to feel what I'm going through
Now I wish all this evil upon you
You deserve to feel what I'm going through