ERRA - Hourglass lyrics

I've watched a lot of things
Crumble in my hands
Falling through my fingers like
Grains of sand
When the hourglass tips over on it's side
Does it create infinite moments or
Leave us trapped in time?

Loath, disdain, pity
Regret consume me and I shut down
Dissolving internally with no silver
Linings to any clouds

I disassociate with everything I know
Drowning out, losing control

My detachment permeates to everything I know
Refill the sands and balance the
Scales or let me go
I'm becoming everything that I defied
Withdrawn emotions
I've built a shell and I live inside

I disassociate with everything I know
Drowning out, losing control
My detachment permeates to everything I know
And I'm drowning out, losing control
I'm becoming everything I defied

Slowly withering
There seems to be no way out

Refill the sands
Balance the scales or let me go
Loath, disdain, pity
Regret consume me and I shut down
Slowly withering with no silver linings
To any fucking clouds

I disassociate with everything I know
Drowning out, losing control
My detachment permeates to everything I know
And I'm drowning out, losing control
Losing control