Erys - Even If lyrics

I’m on the other side of the glass
Looking at what I hide tinted black

You’re not allowed inside safer alone
You ain’t really mine
Don’t give a dog a bone

I wanna let you hold me, unfold me
Know me, console me
Unholy love is not for me
Don’t look to closely
That’s not me, you’ll make me feel so weak
If you love me, then I can’t get away

Even if you’re the one i give myself to
Lay my heart down to i cannot trust
Even if you’re the one i let hold me tight
I’m undecided i can’t breathe
I know it’s bad you don’t have to tell me
Sometimes it feels like I’m living
In make believe

And I can’t help if I watched someone
Lose themself in a pipe dream
And I’m fucking scared that I’ll fall in
Love with someone with the same shit

Since my mind and walk my life like
You tread lightly
But don’t fight me, don’t bite me
I won’t bend if you don’t break
If you love me, I need a reason to stay

Even if you’re the one i give myself to
Lay my heart down to i cannot trust
Even if you’re the one i let hold me tight
I’m undecided i can’t breathe

Want to let you hold me, unfold me
Know me, console me
Unholy love is not for me
Don’t look to closely
That’s not me, you’ll make me feel so weak
If you love me, then I can’t get away

Even if you’re the one and I try my best
I can’t tell you how this might end
And I’ll say to you everyday
Give me a reason to stay