Esham - Substance Abuse lyrics

He's coming back isn't he?
Yes, you want him back yes, god help me i do
I'm confused, what's the use
What's my excuse
So much substance abuse, substance abuse
Substance abuse substance abuse
Substance abuse nobody ever say they wanna
Be mother fuckin' junkie
But the spots keep bumpin' in my hood
Somebody don't plumpin' jumpin' up and down
When the bag touchdown
Just like you got a fuckin' touchdown
But let me tell ya if you out of bounds
These niggas never runnin' out of rounds
I'm sittin' by myself and I'm
Drinkin', drinkin', drinkin'
Drinkin', drinkin', drinkin'
I must me an alcoholic
That's what I'm thinkin', thinkin'
Thinkin', thinkin', thinkin', thinkin'
Shit is heretitary
Is another drink necessary
I'm drivin' down the road
Drunk high speedin' fast
Headed to tha cemetary
I'm confused, what's the use
What's my excuse
So much substance abuse, substance abuse
Substance abuse substance abuse
Substance abuse
I'm drinkin' at the cemetery
Remeniscin' with the dead folks
My dead homie made me laugh when he
Died cause he just said a joke
He said I'm the last rapper left alive
Cause everybody else died
Right along with hip hop, spit the acid rap
Keep the nine by my side
Highs how I ride, I'm gettin' this bread
Two fifths till the end
I should of been dead
Two fifths till the end
I should of been dead
I'm confused, what's the use
What's my excuse
So much substance abuse, substance abuse
Substance abuse substance abuse
Substance abuse my brain need endorfines or
I'ma just be morphine
Into a corpse and dead body in coffins
I think about murda often
Body outline and chalkin'
Drinkin' with the spirit's tell me
Can you hear it when them killers be talkin'
The bloody trail I'm walkin'
You better use some caution
A lot of lives were lost in
This kill a fetus abortion
Been married to the game for a long time
Why you divorsin'?
But still I know the killer be inside of me
I roll with the four horsemen
Weed, cocaine, ecstacy, speed
Alcohol is all that we need
Weed, cocaine, ecstacy, speed
Alcohol is all that we need
I'm confused, what's the use
What's my excuse
So much substance abuse, substance abuse
Substance abuse substance abuse
Substance abuse