Eyedea - Track 3 lyrics

Keep that shit poppin as long
As the little kid's drop
It out of the adult skull I never felt like
The vault was full so when I robbed it I
Tried to stop it before it pulled me apart
I don't owe you a heart I don't even know you
I wanna try to sew you a new heart
Inside of ya empty fish tank
Inside of your chest
I live to give thanks to people who
Provided the best inspiration for me
Now as I'm ignoring my own thoughts because I
Walk with them too much they become boring
And I tore things apart so
Many times that I look
At the inside of my mind and it's plenty fine
It's okay it's sunshine it's no day
It's lunch time it's crunch
Time it's all okay as long as you feel fine
I know my mistakes will never fish
You on the line I will
Never give you anything but a kiss
To make you feel okay
And as I feel the gray skies
Break apart I take your heart
And hold it to the sky and try to make it art
Let's make it start let's make
It stop let's do all
The same falling in between
The walls you claim
It's the tallest brain a small refrain
It's just just the wall
And paint different little scriptures that
We use for the pictures that we hang on the
Top of the walls and
On the bottom of the thoughts that won't fall
I can't stop I won't stall
Cos' there's no electric shock
That can actually get me alive
Again there's no rush
That will make me feel leviathan
I've tried to spend my
Life doing the same stuff
Brain tough smushed in
Mush and that's in my skull
There's nothing left to discuss
And if it was just us I would say that
There would be a theory that I could try to
Oppose but I feel like you wouldn't hear me
I clearly spoke I got lost in your ghost I
Can talk circles around the way I think and
I can't even cope with the fact that my brain
Is running on this race track I try
To stay back bases are loaded
And I've got this
Bat and there's nowhere to go there's no
Bleachers and no coach there's
No person that can
Even tell me where the fuck to go
And if I had one I would call
It a dad for fun I would
Just look into my past pull off my
Mask and not run any more
From the sun rays or from the moon
Or from the attraction in the gravity
That keeps us all consumed with reality
I'm challenging my thoughts and my
Structures I was a philosopher as a young
Kid a dumb mother fucker a stupid
Shit talking arrogant piece of shit that
Was trying to live through his
Parents non-existence every time I
Walked talked with
My lips and walked with this
Clips lookin at a solar eclipse feelin'
Like a little piece of shit
Never really gave anything that I couldn't
Make cos' ever since I
Was in eighth grade I was
Still contemplatin my grave
And I couldn't save myself and
Nobody can save me and
I can't break myself cos' nobody
Can hate me because, i
Can't take myself to the place
That I'm escaping as long
As I can make it help you than it's like
A great thing