Flowz Dilione - 100 Bars lyrics

My fam's hungry
We haven't eaten food for days and I'm
Not a forklift but I'm movin wait
Some days are good and some are bad but even
In my best times I'm still hungry as
My fam come before the money
But I'm after cash
Get it? Before the money but I'm after cash
If I make a mill then I'll pass it back
Give half to my mum the other to dad
Then I'll go and make some more and I
Can that's why these faggots hate me for
Cause, I don't stop and I never will and I
Ain't talkin bout rap if I get a deal
Dudes actin like they made of steel
We're all flesh and bone we breathe the
Same air so I aim to kill
I'd give it all and take my own for my fam
So proud I watched my little
Brother grow to a man
There's nothin more that make me
Richer so when I'm
With the fam I am always takin pictures
Bury me with my photo album when I die so I
Know that I'm not alone at the end of time
Back in '09 I had plenty friends
Now I'm 22 and hardly have any left
Was it me who changed? or was it them? Four
Years have gone past still ain't got a text
But that's cool I ain't tryna sweat
If heat comes I've got more
Tools than Mitre 10
And I ain't tryna hide nah I feel pain
Mates dying cuts deeper than a steel blade
That's why I'm wearing all these scars
One for each wear em to the
Grave remember who they are
Who they were and the people
That they would've been
I just pray if I get to
Heaven that they look for me
But right now I'm still alive
I'm not the only one
Half my fam are still here and
I know they love me
So I stand tall knowing that I'll never quit
Any other man in my shoes would've ended it
Livin on the dole I
Ain't seein any benefit's
I'm so over your head's like heaven is
But fuck it I ain't rappin
For the props and gems
I'm just writin all this shit to
Get it off my chest
And rappers wanna talk about their fanbase
The fuck would they care? They wouldn't
Even know their fans' names
But, I'm thankful so I care
What my fans' say
Without them I'd probably never
Do this mixtape 24
7 askin me when it's droppin
You should see the messages they
Send to my inbox
They give me motivation so I'll tell em now
Your letters hit me deep so I'm
Always here to help you out
And I know that we've never met
But dudes I'd never met have grown
To my best of friends
And they're mates that I call mates for life
So if you write to me I'll always reply
I know at times that I'm
Awkward and quiet but that's
Who I am I was born with this mind
To say I'm okay is more
Than a lie and pretendin
That I am has taken all of my pride
Yeah, my homie told me I could make a mill
But what's the point if both my
Older brothers hate me still?
I took their place and I made it mine
Somebody had to look after River
So I raised him right
He's the only one I have left when he went
Blind I still remember what my dad said
He took me out the back and he sat me down
And told me now I'm the man of the house
Yeah so I stepped up and I'm still standing
Until the day I die I'll be with family
Others came and they went but the ones that
Remain I got their names' on my neck
Yeah I could rap about this shit for days
22 years worth that's a lot of pain
Some things that I've done I ain't gonna say
Every man has two sides love and hate
I hold my cards' close to my chest like
Eric Clapton's son arm over the edge
I feel like I can't win but I won't lose
Everything that I've been through
I was supposed to
My friends list gets smaller but
My crew has grown
The best revenge is not to mention
People that I used to know
Cause, I ain't givin daps the time
I have or any thought
They will fade away I'll be remembered
When I'm dead and gone
And people mad cause I moved away
If friendship is God given
Then I'm losin faith
I packed my bags then departed, I
Set sail on my own, jesse Martin
I went from rain and concrete
To sun and sand, i had to leave my brother
Grant I hope he understands
But, it's hard cause I know
What he's going through
One day I'll have him waking
Up to an ocean view
Fuck album sales, if it will or won't sell
I'm stressed about my brother's appeal
I hope it goes well
Payin lawyers more to fight harder
Cause the coppers slapped him
With another five charges
Last time we spoke I let em know that I'll
Have em both flyin interstate when it's over
But for now I'm doing what I can, if I can't
Do it for myself, I'll do it for my fam
Peace