FUKKSAILOR - Affect me lyrics

I usually don't talk 'bout things like this
But sometimes it's hard to smile, it is
Couple months ago, tried ending it
Tears are runnin down, i tasted it
Went through a heartbreak
Man that really killed me
My ex was a psycho
I bet she tried to kill me
But now it's in my past and
That shit do not affect me
Yea that shit do not affect me

Depression really hit me like a fucking train
Now this shit is really making me insane
Anxious all the time this shit's really lame
Im sorry future self, i just wanna change
Laying in my bed staring at the roof
I just really wish that people knew the truth
What if i just jumped with no parachute?
What if i just died would u still accuse?

You know that my gang do not fuck with cops
Why u talkin shit bro u issa opp
If i punch u once then ill never stop
Youll be on my dick once im at the top

I usually don't talk 'bout things like this
But sometimes it's hard to smile, it is
Couple months ago, tried ending it
Tears are runnin down, i tasted it
Went through a heartbreak
Man that really killed me
My ex was a psycho
I bet she tried to kill me
But now it's in my past and
That shit do not affect me
Yea that shit do not affect me