Hail the Sun - Gouge & Uproot lyrics

Remove this thing from my chest
Controlling cerebral cortex
All the major obstructions from then
To now generate a hex
Still my lust for pain's genetic

So I need to treat the
Cause of internal bleeding
Of hope that's misleading
My rational complex

Replace and take what you need
From every part of me
Mix and match what you will
If I fight, hold me still
Take the piece of me that now
Berates the peace I seek
In myself, in myself
If this procedure can't reroute
My twisted thinking
I will chase the torture that I secretly need