Halsey - Ashley lyrics

Standing now
In the mirror that I built myself
And I can't remember
Why the decision wasn't mine
But it seems I'm only clingin' to an idea now
Took my heart and sold it out to
A vision that I wrote myself
And I don't wanna be somebody in
America just fighting the hysteria
I only wanna die some days

Someday, someday, when I burst into flames
I'll leave you the dust, my love
Hope a bit of it'll be
Enough to help remember the
Days when we came to this place
I told you I'd spill my guts
I left you to clean it up
I'm bursting out of the

Seems like now it's impossible
To work this out
I'm so committed to an old ghost town
Is it really that strange if
I always wanna change?
And if only the time and
Space between us wasn't lonely
I'd disintegrate into a thousand pieces
Think I'm makin' a mistake
But if I decide to break
Who will fill the empty space? So

Now, if I figure this out
Apart from my beating heart it's a muscle
But it's still not strong enough to carry the
Weight of the choices I've made
I told you I'd ride this out
It's gettin' harder every day
Somehow, I'm burstin' out of myself

(Ooh, ooh, Ooh, ooh)
Too many guys think I'm a concept, or
I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive
I'm just a fucked up girl who's lookin'
For my own peace of mind
Don't assign me yours