Halsey - I'm Not Mad lyrics

I'm not even mad anymore
No, really, I ain't even mad anymore
Yeah, I don't even want you back anymore
I don't remember what we had anymore, yeah
I hope your back aches and your knees hurt
I hope you think about me
Sleepin' in your T-shirt
I hope your little brother turns out
To be nothing like you
I hope that you hurt more than I do

And honestly
I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do, I hope you dream of me

You know, you know I'm hopin'
Yeah, I hope you dream of me
(You know, you know I'm hopin')
You know, you know I'm hopin'
I hope you dream of me
(You know, you know I'm hopin')
You know, you know I'm hopin'
I hope you dream of me, yeah

I don't even hope you die these days
I hope you live 'til eighty-five these days
Regretting that you ever lied these days
I hope it's eating you alive these days
(yeah) i hope you're up late in a bathroom
Just wishin' I'ma change my mind
And come back soon
I hope that when you're thirty-five years
You'll wish that you tried to
'Cause I know that I do

And honestly
I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do, I hope you dream of me

Yeah, I hope you dream of me
Yeah, I hope you dream of me
I hope you dream of me

I ain't even mad about it anymore
No, really, I ain't even mad about it anymore
Maybe just a little less than I was before
I've got a twenty dollar bill that says
You're never, ever, ever gonna change

I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do, I hope you dream of me
I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do, I hope you dream of me

You know, you know I'm hopin'
Yeah, I hope you dream of me
(You know, you know I'm hopin')
You know, you know I'm hopin'
I hope you dream of me
(You know, you know I'm hopin')
You know, you know I'm hopin'
I hope you dream of me, yeah
(You know, you know I'm hopin')