Handguns - Fingers Crossed lyrics

Is it sad that i look forward
To when you hug me goodbye
Because it's the only time that I get
To hold your body close to mine
So I'll hold my breath, cross my fingers
And try to get through to you
Hold my breath, cross my fingers
And drive the whole night through
I know how, how you feel
I feel the same way too but, I know that
That you hide it better than I do
So I'll hold my breath, cross my fingers
Because I just want to be with you
Hold my breath, cross my fingers
Because I will always love you