Handguns - Long October lyrics

Counting Crows on the radio
The sound of clock alarm drive off
It's cold and I'm freezing
Heard it's gonna be a long October
And I don't have reasons to believe
It might solve anything

Backing tracks on my speaker vol
Hard for walking all along
Back and forth from 6 to 4
No matter walls are concrete for
Yesterday sleep started falling down
And I opened my safe I didn't lose it all

My mind is gone and so am I
Now I see the world in different eyes
So everything around me is starting
To weigh me down but, I'm not dead I swear
To God I'm sleeping underground
For everything around me is starting
To weigh me down
But, I'm not dead I swear to
God I'm making my way out

Foo Fighters on my headphones
On the way to the next show
It's still cold and I'm freezing
And it's been a long December
Raise up the barrier this year
When the past in the past

When I was young my dad would always say
The darkest nights before the brightest day
I found my way but it was unrocky
Took me lying on my back
And start looking up