Handguns - Swallowing Knives lyrics

You say it's time for me to give in
And forgive and forget those
Awful things you did
You say it's time for me to grow up
To know my age and act it
Bury the hatchet now

I've spent some time these past few nights
Alone in my head with an axe to grind
Loosing my mind, swallow my pride
It just feels like I
Have been swallowing knives i can't count
I can't count how many times
You've let me down you've let me down
I'm so sick of pretending (I'm so sick)
That I want you around
That I want you around

I've spent some time these past few nights
Alone in my head with an axe to grind
Loosing my mind, swallow my pride
It just feels like I
Have been swallowing knives