Hands Like Houses - Grey Havens lyrics

The edge, it calls to me from the grey
I don't know my hour or day
And I'm afraid of being
Oblivious to oblivion
I'll say a prayer under my
Breath and hope you hear

If it's my time to go
I don't want to look back

I'm waiting for something
Like a light to guide my way
To step into nothing
When I'm not quite sure that
I don't want to stay
I want to believe that somehow I'll be fine
And everything's alright
And this is not my time

The art of balancing is lost on me
I don't know which way to fall into Infinity
Will it feel like waking up
Or falling back to dream
And sleep forever on?

If it's my time to go
I don't want to look back

I'm waiting for something
Like a light to guide my way
To step into nothing
When I'm not quite sure that
I don't want to stay
I want to believe that somehow I'll be fine
And everything's alright
And this is not my time

Will it feel like waking up like before
The way your dream just disappears?
Will it feel like giving up
And letting go and drifting out?

I'm waiting for something
Like a light to guide my way
To step into nothing
When I'm not quite sure that
I don't want to stay
I want to believe that somehow I'll be fine
And everything's alright
And this is not my time

And this is not my time this is not mine