Hands Like Houses - Overthinking lyrics

I could have just held my tongue
I should have just filled my lungs
Breathe in, breathe out and repeat
But you know me well
Or at least in as far as I can tell
You should have known better than
Telling me I should have
Held it together for us
When I’m barely together myself
I’m barely together myself

I’m overthinking, everything I say and I do
Just reminds me I don’t need you
'Cause there’s nothing left for me
To hang on to

Well, if you'd just kept your word
And listened instead of just heard
Instead of just waiting for
Your turn to speak
Then you’d know I was weak, but you don’t
No wonder reality hurts
No wonder reality hurts

I’m overthinking, everything I say and I do
Just reminds me I don’t need you
'Cause there’s nothing left for me
To hang on to i’m overthinking and I’m done
With feeling empty
And pretending like you get me
I’m overthinking, but I think I’m through

I’m beating myself black and blue
I’m beating myself black and blue
I’m beating myself black and blue
(I’m beating myself black and blue)

I’m overthinking, everything I say and I do
Just reminds me I don’t need you
'Cause there’s nothing left for me
To hang on to i’m overthinking and I’m done
With feeling empty
And pretending like you get me
I’m overthinking if I’m through
Then I’m beating myself black and blue
But it won’t make no difference to you

I’m beating myself black and blue
I’m beating myself black and blue
I’m beating myself black and blue
It won't make no difference to you