Happy Days - Defeated by Life lyrics

Defeated by life, that's what I am
It's something more than just being the loser
It's looking more at your target, at life
Through a bulletproof glass
Your efforts to break it are all vain
And forever will be

Hitting your enemy so hard
Until your fist bleed
But nothing will change

As soon as you entered the competition
You already knew that everything is worthless
All your strength and efforts thrown away
While a bitter laugh is echoing in your head
And there is nothing you could do to stop it
And this is the supposed
Great circle of life? I think not!
Motionless, hopeless apathy is your god now
Sometimes you love and praise it
Sometimes you're afraid of it

But when daylight is reaching your tired body
Again ghosts disappear, just for a second
You're feeling competitive and
Full of strength
While your blind eyes are ready
To observe another defeat once again