Heart to Gold - HIC lyrics

Now I need a reason
To keep on going through these shitty nights
Wasting everyone's time with all
My shitty vibes
I'll never find the chance to
Speak my fucking mind!
And I hope they know that in end I wanna find
Them in my life

I hope they find me dead, not alive
I promise that it's all fine
Because words cannot describe
The silence that's been held inside
But I'll wait, yeah I'll wait

So I found a reason
And it's been in my head for quite some time
So I quit the band and told all
Your friends that I didn't mind
I'm wasting most of my
Life writing these lines
And I swear by now I
Shouldn't fear this open mind
That ruins my life!