HKFiftyOne - 76 Bars lyrics

Sometimes I really wonder if I'm only
Gettin' dollars 'cause I fucked up
Never kept a job, they told me, "Kid
You better buck up"
No one ever like you if you
Sad and you be stuck up
Thinking on my past and all the
Things that really fucked up
My mental, I be on a roll
I'm smokin' menthol mix it with the ganja
Now it's foggy in the temple
Thought that I saw God but
Only really saw a rental
Everybody sellin' it, it's only fundamental
Washin' my hands
'cause Ion really wanna get sick
Steppin' outside
And then we'll prolly all just get hit
That was all for nothing
You gеt hit with the stick
Your brain gon' be split, ain't no
One rеmember what you spit, mmm, ayy
And I could go all day
Sippin' whiskey out the bottle
Just to be okay
I destroy my fuckin' guts and
Put it on display
You hear what I say, y'all just can't
Confront the thoughts I wanna convey, ayy
I get some money piling checks
You could check my bank account
And see these numbers, all the rest
Is just pretending they got Gucci and
Some Prada just to flex
But Ion even play that shit
I keep it humble, i'm a mess
You could hand me the Glock
I point it straight up at my brain
Everybody lookin' at me like they
Think I went insane
So I won't pull the trigger even
At the end of the day
I'm going insane, I'm drowning in pain
I wanna be named
As the big bad wolf, you could catch me alone
I'm in a big bad mood while
I sit on my throne
A messy ass room, you know how we do
I'm makin' it through
I'm paying everything that gotta be due
I'm sippin' some whiskey while
I'm writing these words
I know they coming out too real
And you just think I'm absurd
For all the thoughts inside my brain
It's getting worse like every day
No, I'm just kidding, I'm just playing
I know I'll be okay
How the fuck I get here? Was
Supposed to be a big year
Now I'm sittin' in my room
I got a grave to dig here
Know it's been a while since
I really only been here
Grinding every day just to
Really only get here
Yo, like where the fuck did my life go?
I wake up every day like
"Where the fuck did the time go?"
Could really give a fuck
It's all about the survival
I'm writing all this down like it's
A verse in the Bible
I get stuck, inside this part of my mind
That says I'm really not okay
But I just wanna be fine
But fuck it, we just keep on ballin'
Gettin' money in time
'Cause maybe if I just ignore it
Then I'll really be fine, yeah
They say, "HK can't spit"
What you call this, boy
Got me chompin' at the bit
Got respect for all the OGs
And the new school kids
We could really take it over
Now watch this, bitch, yeah
Heard me spit, now you coppin' my flow, yeah
Gettin' lit while I'm pullin' the dough
Uh don't wanna talk, so just leave me alone
I'm blowin' smoke on my own
All my OGs know, ayy
And I believe that we could get it
Everything we ever wanted
Everything you've ever listed
All the money and the fame
And the bright and sunny days
All the dreams we always had
Before the happy went away
I'm, never stoppin' you could try me, bitch
Every day I'm holding on
Call that shit true grit
I never even really thought of
All the times I slipped
I'm over it, I'm taking real control of it
Yeah people pay to hear me talk
Listen to me while they walk
Gettin' money in stocks
Workin' to the same old song
Flippin' burgers or they thuggin' while
They run from the cops
Or they be raising their kids
With all my music in the back
I know that shit be really hard when
You been staying off the crack
But you been stayin' on the track
So why you even lookin' back?
I know you got this, yeah, you got
This, it's a war, but you attack, uh
We all just got one quest
Gettin' money when we ain't at
Our best, gettin' paid, fuck the rest
Doing what we do upon nobody request
I know that I'ma make it, so
I say it with my chest, yeah
Got more bars than a penitentiary
More than just a check is what
It really mean to me staying on my path
'cause I said fuck the enemy
Speakin' with my flow 'cause I know
It was meant to be, yeah