HKFiftyOne - Armoire lyrics

I'm just tryna live
Don't let me sink into this pit
You abandon me like Ima quit
Youont know me like I think you did
Got me lonely all I do is sit
Got me trapped up in my mind and shit
Youont really give a fuck bout what you said
You supposed to be here in the end

You left me in the cold and
Now I gotta find another way
My heart is crushed and I'm
Freezing losing blood every day
Fuck emotions they just make you
Hurt you can't get away
You never really understood no matter
What the fuck you say

I am alone in this world and I know
I can't undo the things that I did
Myself is not me I took parts from
The grave I'm a Frankenstein kid
I'm trying to run from myself but I
Can't get away I can't win
Fabricating everything that I needed
So I get ahead

I feel so gone it's like I am
Taking a trip to outer space
The Earth is alone in the void and
The silence and I can relate
It's getting so cold and I'm freezing
I'm dying please help me escape
The pain that I feel is numbing
I can't feel anything anyway

And I can't hold these walls up on my own
And everything's the same, but different


Watch me fade away cuz I'm a storyteller
Doing magic tricks like I'm Pen and Teller
Drinking all that shit like
I'm Mike Kinsella
Getting bored of life but can't
Bare to tell her
Bury all those feelings down in the bottle
Slowing down enough to ease off the throttle
This depression got me drowning by the collar
Save me from myself afraid
I'm getting hostile