HKFiftyOne - cant connect lyrics

And I still feel my hands on your thighs
Yeah
And I still see the look in your eyes, yeah
And I remember when you wanted to die, yeah
Well, I did too, but we learned to get by
Yeah stay close 'cause I miss you
On your smoke break
They know that I'm crushin'
But I won't say
Lay low, holding secrets make my throat ache
I hope you know just how I
Feel because I won't break

I can't connect, open my mouth
I try to speak, but no words come out
I can't connect
Thoughts in my head, wish I were dead
I'm zoning out into the ceiling again
I can't connеct

I don't blame you if you
Ended up not liking mе
I'm a bore, and I'm a menace to society
Every day lost in my mind
I'm tryna find some peace i'm a ghost
And I'm a shell of what I used to be
Always keep you close
You know I just can't connect
Girl, I kept you by my side
I had my lips on your neck
If I could only use my words to
Tell you that I'm a wreck
And that I need you next to me
So I feel safe in this bed

I got some real dark secrets
That I'm hiding away
I'm tryna keep mental sanity and
Lock it in place
You know I'm tryna do my best to
Make it feel like I'm sane
I got a fucking parasite, I keep
It deep in my brain, yeah
And you know I might explode like a land mine
And I'm sorry if I panic at a bad time
I know you prolly wanna fuck, but I flatlined
I'm just sorry I'm a wreck
I'm tryna get by

I can't connect, open my mouth
I try to speak, but no words come out
I can't connect
Thoughts in my head, wish I were dead
I'm zoning out into the ceiling again
I can't connеct
I can't connect, open my mouth
I try to speak, but no words come out
I can't connect
Thoughts in my head, wish I were dead
I'm zoning out into the ceiling again
I can't connect