HKFiftyOne - December lyrics

I'm so sick of all the hiding
I’m so sick of all the lies
I'm so sick of always smiling
When I'm dying deep inside
I just wish that you could see all
Of the feelings that I hide
But I never wanna talk
Just get the fuck up out my mind
Always just ignore
All the beating of my heart
Baby I’m a walking corpse
Any day I'll fall apart
You could pick up all my limbs
Take me right back to the start
You could sew me up real good but
Then I'll get hit by a car
In December I cut like real bad
Saw my veins and the void in the black
Life is strange when all you do is slack
It's just more time for these panic attacks
Keep your head up, I know it's the worst
When no one listens, it's part of the curse
Of being silent, not using my words
I'm only human, I don't know the cure
I don’t know the cure
III don’t know the cure yeah yeah yeah yeah
I don't know the cure
I’m so sick of all the hiding
I'm so sick of all the lies
I'm so sick of always smiling
When I'm dying deep inside
I just wish that you could see all
Of the feelings that I hide
But I never wanna talk
Just get the fuck up out my mind
Always just ignore
All the beating of my heart
Baby I’m a walking corpse
Any day I'll fall apart
You could pick up all my limbs
Take me right back to the start
You could sew me up real good but
Then I'll get hit by a car
In December I cut like real bad
Saw my veins and the void in the black
Life is strange when all you do is slack
It's just more time for these panic attacks
Keep your head up, I know it's the worst
When no one listens, it's part of the curse
Of being silent, not using my words
I'm only human, I don't know the cure
I don't know the cure
III don't know the cure yeah yeah yeah yeah
I don't know the cure