HKFiftyOne - explicit lyrics

In the rain i saw them
Pouring up another drink
Pick that shot up and
I put it to my fucking face
I can't feel a thing i hear
It gets better with age
But i'm always getting older with my
Fucking need

Now i'm about to crash out on my fucking bed
Feel the pulsing in my brain
In my fucking head
Wish that you just kill me now
So i'm fucking dead
I don't wanna think about all
The things i fucking said

Fuck this shit fuck my bed
Fucking wanna die fuck a loan
Fuck my bread fucking wanna cry
Fuck the world
Fuck around till i'm on the line
Fucking lose all the shit in my fucking life

Bitch by now think you know
I don't give a fuck
I've been drowning in booze trying
To push my luck
Feeling me THC now i'm fucking stuck
Who am i? Who are you?
Give a fucking fuck?

Yeaah, yeah, yeah

Now i've just been waiting outside in
The rain now i'm fucking stuck
Feeling alive in the cold
With no fucking coat know i've been dead
I've been numb, and i'm puffing smoke
Now i've been lost and i
Can't even fucking toke
Sinking in my bed i'm in my room
This must be how i die choking on too much
It hit my throat
And then i say "i'm fine"
Living day to day i'll fade away
I'll live my fucking mic
Nightmares in my brain
They're telling me that i should end my life

Feel the prison wrap around
It's like i'm in detention
Said that i just need some help
I'm not up in your mentions
Feeling lonely deep inside
I'm looking for attention
Then i keep my mouth shut
'cause i'm always filled with apprehension

But you know i'm around when
You need me there till i drown
Then i'm gone it ain't fucking fair
Why'd you leave? Why'd you go?
But you never cared (never cared)
Told you once told you twice
But you unaware

But it's cool yeah, it's fine
Here's another day i'll get through
I'm a wreck, but it's all okay i'm a pro
Fake a smile while i go my way
Fuck you know about me
Nothing much these days
(fuck you know about me
Nothing much these days)

Oh, ou, oh, ou, ooh, oooh i need
Yeah who gon' hold me down now?