HKFiftyOne - Fkdup lyrics

I'm just a fucked up kid
With some real bad skin i throw up too much
 spill my guts from within
I always feel sick
And my heart wrapped in sin
I don't wanna fit in, I
Just need some medicine, yeah

Sitting in my room
I just can't think of you
Why you be so far, and why you feeling blue
Feeling like I'm dead
I know you feel it too
Wanna leave my body, it's just what I do

I been spendin' all of my
Time tryna be an angel
But this darkness held within will
Kill me slow and painful
'Cause we live fast and die young, yeah
But it's fucking shameful
Way I talk to myself has been really hateful

Locked inside this old room with a gram
All that's left now I'm dead in the sand
Desert heat, a mirage on command
Leave me left for dead, I blackout on demand

I'm just a fucked up kid
With some real bad skin i throw up too much
 spill my guts from within
I always feel sick
And my heart wrapped in sin
I don't wanna fit in, I
Just need some medicine, yeah

Sitting in my room
I just can't think of you
Why you be so far, and why you feeling blue
Feeling like I'm dead
I know you feel it too
Wanna leave my body, it's just what I do
I'm just a fucked up kid
With some real bad skin i throw up too much
Spill my guts from within
I always feel sick
And my heart wrapped in sin
I don't wanna fit in, I
Just need some medicine, yeah

Sitting in my room
I just can't think of you
Why you be so far, and why you feeling blue
Feeling like I'm dead
I know you feel it too
Wanna leave my body, it's just what I do