HKFiftyOne - homesick lyrics

I know you ain't been home in a while now
And all that I can do is get high now
I wonder where you spend all your time now
How you coping, are you doing some lines now?

I need more toxins just to numb the pain
I don’t wanna focus cause it comes again
Wave and after wave and after wave again
Plays back in my mind of
All the things you said
I wonder if it's dangerous
Now to fall asleep
I feel my pulse be dropping
And I'm sinking deep
Down into my bed, I’m sewing what I'll reap
If I should I die, I pray the Lord, my soul
To keep


If I should die, I pray the
Lord, my soul, to keep, yeah
I'm homesick since you left and
Now I'm six feet deep
If I should die, I pray the Lord, my soul
To keep
I'm homesick since you left and now I'm-

And I ain't heard from you or
Gotten any text in a minute
'Cause I’m an asshole and
I’m selfish baby boo, yeah I get it
And if you left forever
I guess I deserve what I'm getting
But I’m still mad you had to leave
'cause you don't fuck with the vision
I'm speaking how I feel so just listen
I got some more to say I’m spilling
All my guts on the linens i gotta open up
So I'll go grab a knife from the kitchen
I gotta spill out all my words
They're bleeding out on the dishes
We don't talk like
Wow I can't believe this shit
You just ghost cause you think
That you can finish it
Some new soul'll wife you, yeah
Cause you can get it bitch
I be dying out here cause
It's how I'm livin' bitch

If I should die, I pray the
Lord, my soul, to keep, yeah
I'm homesick since you left and
Now I'm six feet deep
If I should die, I pray the Lord, my soul
To keep
I'm homesick since you left and now I'm-

If I should die, I pray the
Lord, my soul, to keep, yeah
I'm homesick since you left and
Now I'm six feet deep
If I should die, I pray the
Lord, my soul, to keep, yeah
I'm homesick since you left and
Now I'm six feet deep