HKFiftyOne - ​ihateyousomuch lyrics

Please just tell me why'd you have
To go and fuck it up
I’m never really doing fine
But I don't really give a fuck
, and every thought about you stayed
I never thought about the thoughts that
Probably run shit through your brain
So tell me why I gave a fuck
About the things you chose to do
And all the people that you hit up
And the reckless things you do
You said you never were depressed when you
Had found a home back then
But then you took all of these pills 'cause
You said that’s just how it еnds

I hate you so much
And now I hate your fucking guts
I hate thе way you laughed
And now I hate the feel of sun
And now I'm gonna die
You'll find my bones up in the
You'll never read the words I write
'cause I could never say goodbye
I hate you so much
And now I never see the light
Don't really wanna die
But I don't wanna be alive
Scare everyone away when I
Just mention suicide i only want some help
I might as well just go and hide


I might as well just go and hide
I might as well just go and hide
I might as well just go and hide

Please just tell me why'd you have
To go and fuck it up
I’m never really doing fine
But I don’t really give a fuck
So now I'm dying in my room
And every night I’m getting drunk
You probably tell that I'm a wreck
I'm running low on all my luck
I never thought that I would be a maniac
Depressive piece of shit
And every time that I be wake up
I just think of ending it
And I just want someone to help me
But I never would admit
The feelings deep inside my heart
And now I'm always questioning and I

I hate you so much
And now I hate your fucking guts
I hate thе way you laughed
And now I hate the feel of sun
And now I'm gonna die
You'll find my bones up in the
You'll never read the words I write
'cause I could never say goodbye
I hate you so much
And now I never see the light
Don't really wanna die
But I don't wanna be alive
Scare everyone away when I
Just mention suicide i only want some help
I might as well just go and hide


I might as well just go and hide
I might as well just go and hide
I might as well just go and hide

I hate you so much
And now I hate your fucking guts
I hate the way you laughed
And now I hate the feel of sun
And now I’m gonna die
You'll find my bones up in the
You'll never read the words I write
'cause I could never say goodbye
I hate you so much
And now I never see the light
Don't really wanna die
But I don't wanna be alive
Scare everyone away when I
Just mention suicide i only want some help
I might as well just go and hide


Don't wanna be alive don't wanna be alive
Don't wanna be alive