HKFiftyOne - manic lyrics

How many times can I write songs
Bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit I'm
Staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now
I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling
All that's in my mind
How many times can I write songs
Bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit
I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now
I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling
All that's in my mind

Avoided post-traumatic therapy
They know they ain't a friend of me
They saw me like a loony
So they put me on the centerpiece
Said "Why you wanna hurt yourself"
They put me back up on the shelf
Said "You'll be fine just get
Some help", I asked
But then got no one else
Down these pills then, we'll call it done
Got 'nuff meds in the pickup truck
Been prescribed
But it hurts inside 'cause the pills too
Big and I'm out of luck
So instead, I'll stay inside my room
And I'll stay silent like I always do
So don't bring it up 'cause
I'll just push through
And I won't reply when you ask what's new

How many times can I write songs
Bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit I'm
Staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now
I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling
All that's in my mind
How many times can I write songs
Bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit
I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now
I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling
All that's in my mind

How many times can I write songs
Bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit
I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now
I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling
All that's in my mind
How many times can I write songs
Bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit
I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now
I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling
All that's in my mind

Fake a smile, isolate on a good day
Won't go out
Do not care what your friends say
Now they walk in on eggshells
It's too late 'cause the damage done they
Tryna make up for the naysay
Said you couldn't do it
But you out here finna prove it
You survived and that's a clue-in that
You got something to do here
Said you couldn't do it
But you out here finna prove it
You survived and that's a clue-in that
You got something to do here

How many times can I write songs
Bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit I'm
Staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now
I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling
All that's in my mind
How many times can I write songs
Bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit
I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now
I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling
All that's in my mind

How many times can I write songs
Bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit
I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now
I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling
All that's in my mind
How many times can I write songs
Bout staying up all night
'Cause I'm working on my shit
I'm staying on my grind
Got some OG you don't know me now
I'm feeling fine
Got me spinning while I'm spilling
All that's in my mind

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