HKFiftyOne - Paradigm lyrics

I spend my nights just thinking
How I been finessing
I pile these stacks and racks but
You don't wanna text me
I wanna make you proud and flex all
This shit that I got but
You don't wanna talk to me you
Don't even know what you need

I'm getting all these DMs for a feature
Yeah i'm getting the word out
Just like a preacher, yeah
Everybody treat me like a teacher, yeah
You learn from me if you ain't a sleeper
Yeah

My PayPal blowing up
You know I'm glowing up
My guap just keep on piling
Every day it's going up
You know it's not enough
I cannot rise above

This sadness is killing me and
I think I've had enough
I get so fed up with the
Same shit all the time
I keep repeating what I say
And the same rhymes
I get stuck living in the same day every time
You ripped my heart out and it
Hurt but that's my paradigm

You made me so numb my
Bony knees and tired eyes will never go away
You made me so numb I ain't
Got no Real Friends you remind me everyday

I lost my motivation but I swear I'll try
If you be my star then I
Guess I'll be your sky
You never give me nothing back
I don't know why
I gave you everything you need
So you could shine

Tryna fill a void just like a canyon
I'm getting all this guap with no companion
I feel just like I'm lost inside a mansion
This money don't mean nothing
With no passion

I ain't scared to tell you what I think
Yeah so much effort tryna stay in sync, yeah
Push me to the edge I'm on the brink, yeah
Think I'm going crazy need a shrink, yeah

I ain't scared to tell you what I think
Yeah so much effort tryna stay in sync, yeah
Push me to the edge I'm on the brink, yeah
Think I'm going crazy need a shrink, yeah