HKFiftyOne - Proud lyrics

I still got your pictures on my phone
Wonder why you thought you had to go
Left me all alone and on my own
Felt it coming this whole time
I shoulda' known but why
Why'd you have to leave me all alone?
You know how you make me
Feel when you ain't home
My God, it's killing me inside
I hope you know
Been dead in my heart for a while
Though it hurts, won't let it show
No time for farewells and
No chances for goodbyes
You disappeared forever and you left
Me high and dry
How you gonna leave and leave me
Out here? Left to die
You fed me to the wolves when
I needed you by my side
I don't wanna say nothing
That's bad about you
I still love you, girl
I'm still mad about you
There was once a time when
I would never doubt you
But people change and now I
Have to live without you


You could have just said goodbye
You ghosted me, moved on with life
Anxiety and all this strife
And I wonder all the time if
You just found a new guy
I just wanna make you proud, yeah
Like I used to when you vowed, yeah
To never leave my side when I was down, yeah
You let me sink and now I'm 'boutta drown
Yeah

I just wanna make you proud, yeah
Like I used to when you vowed, yeah
To never leave my side when I was down, yeah
You let me sink and now I'm 'boutta drown
Yeah
You let me sink and now I'm 'boutta drown
Yeah

Still see your face
I can still hear your voice
And I don't even wanna but
I don't have any choice
I try to block it out and
Listen to the city noise
You kill me from inside and
Now I'm completely destroyed
But the worst part is I don't know
Where you are or how you are
Or where'd you go
You didn't say nothing, you just let me go
Left me with my thoughts, left me all alone
I don't wanna see your face anymore
I don't wanna hear your voice anymore
I don't wanna think about you anymore
I don't hate you
I just can't bear it no more
Your hair, your smile, your fingertips
Your face, your voice, your mouth, your lips
Your warmth, your laugh, your legs
Your thighs
Your love, your hate, your care, your eyes

You just mean so much to me
And the things you've done
I can't imagine how to thank you
Give back to you
You're the best that's ever happened to me
And I'm always gonna be here for you
Now that you know, you mean everything to me
I don't have a bad thing to say