HKFiftyOne - ​sedative lyrics

I'm a waste, gotta taste of my based brain
Feeling far, from my days
Screaming "gang gang"
It's complex, when I flex, on my mainstay
Where I'm from,  where the
Sun, been displaced, ay
Used my blade, couldn't say, but it shows up
On my skin, go away, you don't know us
Not insane, not okay, 'boutta throw up
All these pills, so instead
Guess I'll roll up

I'm just sitting here
Ballin' money in the Benz
I ain't share with no one 'cause
I ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money
Then I'm feeling what I spend
Wonder if that's all to life
I'm dying in the end
I'm just sitting here
Ballin' money in the Benz
I ain't share with no one 'cause
I ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money
Then I'm feeling what I spend
Wonder if that's all to life
I'm dying in the end

Call me an insomniac
I'm staying up all night
Can't get any sleep with all these
Thoughts up in my mind
Like thinking 'bout what happens when we
Close our eyes and die
Does anything feel real or am
I living a whole lie
Depersonalize in my mind, I'm lost
Feeling like a dream at a nightmare cost
Don't know what I've seen
But my mind exhaust
Hallucinate the real and my eyes stay glossed
Life is very scary now, feeling very wary now
Wanna take revenge on those who hurt
Me like I'm Carrie now
Float just like a fairy now
Feeling very merry now
Shoutout all the substance in my veins
I'm getting faded now
Then I wake up down low, stay in bed
I'm out bro puff and watch the cloud go
Now I'm breathing shallow
But it's all anxiety
Creeping up inside of me
Saying that I'm nothing
Why you always gotta lie to me

I'm just sitting here
Ballin' money in the Benz
I ain't share with no one 'cause
I ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money
Then I'm feeling what I spend
Wonder if that's all to life
I'm dying in the end
I'm just sitting here
Ballin' money in the Benz
I ain't share with no one 'cause
I ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money
Then I'm feeling what I spend
Wonder if that's all to life
I'm dying in the end