HKFiftyOne - ​sorry lyrics

I'm so sorry that I don't know what to say
And I know I do my best to
Try and be there every day
I'm a fucking piece of shit
And that's all that I'll really say
'Cause I'm too proud to admit that
I will never be okay

I never thought it'd come to this
I always thought we'd be just fine
I never thought you'd think of leaving
'cause you said you're always mine
But I don't blame you, I'm a fuck up
And I have no fucking spine
I'm not a man, I'm just a boy
I know you're sick of how I whine


I always thought I'd be okay to
Be right there for someone else
But I'm too fucked in the brain to
Show you how I really felt
I know it hurt when I was absent
And made you feel by yourself
I try my hardest
But I know it ain't enough to even help

'Cause I fuck up every day
And I don't know what to say
Only when I feel too much, yeah
But then it goes away
And I really hate the way that
I'm probably all the same
Even worse than all the people
That you ran from anyway

Fuck what do I do? (What do I do?)
I'm pushing everyone away
But I could never say I thought it'd be you
(Thought it'd be you) we're fucked
All because of me (All because of me)
I wanna be just what you need
But I got issues in my head you can't see
Yeah (Yeah)

"So why don't you tell me?"
Never learned how to speak
(Never learned to speak)
I'm trying to believe (Trying to believe)
We'll be okay after this mess