HKFiftyOne - ​summerhoodie lyrics

I need someone to cut me down when I'm high
Feelin' good while I'm off in the clouds
'cause I know
I been living a lie so far, and I know
It don't change the way things really are
Yeah

Got a summer hoodie on 'cause
I'm hiding my scars
Shawty say she wanna see 'em
Wanna know who you are
Yeah, but you don't wanna know
Just wanna hear my guitar
Say she wanna hear my voice, while
We fuck in her car, ooh

I'm on the fence 'bouta end it all, yeah
I'm too alone, and I drown in the dark, yeah
I'm just a ghost, watch me fade away
I don't exist unless you tell
Me that I'll be okay, ooh
I'm on thе fence 'bouta end it all, yеah
I'm too alone, and I drown in the dark, yeah
I'm just a ghost, watch me fade away
I don't exist unless you tell
Me that I'll be okay

I'll rest in peace when I get off the phone
I'll rest in peace when you leave me alone
I'll rest in peace when I pay off that loan
Or maybe I'll just fuckin' die and
Leave it all for my soul
I'll rest in peace 'cause I
Know that you happy i'll rest in peace
Shoutout all of my family
I know I said please don't get me a grave
I wish I saw my funeral
I know it must've been great

I ain't got no friends
(I ain't got no friends)
I just got these meds (I just got these meds)
I only love my bed (I only love my bed)
Like I'm Drake, but I'm worse
I'm finna go on a bend

'Cause I'm bleeding from my wrist
And people think I'm absurd
If they hear my thoughts
I know they hear shit they never heard

I'm on the fence 'bouta end it all, yeah
I'm too alone, and I drown in the dark, yeah
I'm just a ghost, watch me fade away
I don't exist unless you tell
Me that I'll be okay, ooh
I'm on the fence 'bouta end it all, yeah
I'm too alone, and I drown in the dark, yeah
I'm just a ghost, watch me fade away
I don't exist unless you tell
Me that I'll be okay

I'll rest in peace when I get off the phone
I'll rest in peace when you leave me alone
I'll rest in peace when I pay off that loan
Or maybe I'll just fuckin' die and
Leave it all for my soul
I'll rest in peace 'cause I
Know that you happy i'll rest in peace
Shoutout all of my family
I know I said please don't get me a grave
I wish I saw my funeral
I know it must've been great