Hopsin - The Old Us lyrics

I know this is super random
We done had our ups and downs
And I done threw some tantrums
I honestly care about you way
More than you could fathom
And God knows I ain't lyin’
If only you could ask Him
I know you think our happiness just
Comes and goes in occasions
When I leave Earth
I wanna be frozen in place
With a rose in a case full
Of love notes I wrote
For the days I got to be next to you
That's how I feel and no one can change it
But i gotta get this tension off of my chest
'Cause every day I feel a constant regret
Now I can reflect to see the
Issues we never dissolved or suppressed
I guess it’s only right that karma was next
And I'ma be open and honest with you
Your absence is causing the stress
I wish the pain I feel would
Lay inside a coffin and rest
And it's only you who can soften my flesh
But still you run me in circles and
Lately you ain't been responding to texts
And now my only option is to act
Like I don't fucking need you
I bottle up the pain although
The bottle's fucking see-through
I pray to God and wish that we
Could wash it up and re do
Guess every love story just ain't
Got a fucking sequel
I just need to know if you feel the same
Why can't we kill the games and reconcile?
I know you still afraid, we both stuck
There’s no trust, we gave our souls up
The moment love had approached us, but

Can we go back to the old us?
’Cause, I just don't fuck with this new you
Lately you ain’t showin' no love
You act like I never knew you
We need to stop the games right now
Let's stop the games, baby
I need you to ease the pain right now
I need you to keep it real with me, my love
Can we go back to the old us?
'Cause, I just don’t fuck with this new you
Lately you ain't showin' no love
You act like I never knew you
We need to stop the games right now
Let's stop the games, baby
I need you to ease the pain right now
I need you to keep it real with me, my love
Can we go back to the old us?

On my end there was mistakes made
I had too much pride to take blame
The moment my fame came, my ways changed
I couldn't stay sane and started
Making our sunny days rain
And even though my life has moved on
Our history's too strong to forget
I won't pretend I ain't stained
And if you open up my fucking chest
And take a look in my heart
I swear to God you gon' see yo' engraved name
How you gon' leave me hanging?
How you gon' leave me achin'?
I never did get my closure
So how you gon' mediate it?
How you gon' be when Zade is old enough
To understand that his daddy isn't around?
How we gon' be related?
And I just want my family on track
That's the plan we both had
Shit is sad because I'm askin' for
A chance we don't have i fucking love you
And I just had to grab my notepad just
To write a song for you saying

Can we go back to the old us?
'Cause, I just don't fuck with this new you
Lately you ain't showin' no love
You act like I never knew you
We need to stop the games right now
Let's stop the games, baby
I need you to ease the pain right now
I need you to keep it real with me, my love
Can we go back to the old us?
'Cause, I just don't fuck with this new you
Lately you ain't showin' no love
You act like I never knew you
We need to stop the games right now
Let's stop the games, baby
I need you to ease the pain right now
I need you to keep it real with me, my love
Can we go back to the old us?

I'm sorry