Hopsin - Where Will I Go lyrics

I've been feeling down but nobody knows
Oh where will I go, lord where will I go
Hey ya, I just wanna kill, I just wanna kill
Nobody knows what I feel
Nobody knows what I feel
I said I just wanna kill
I said I just wanna kill
You can all burn in hell, don't fuck with me

The world I live in was
Never a pleasant paradise
Bullies used to hassle me
Then laugh cause I was scared to fight
I let the sun beam in on my skin
But I can't bare the light
So I reside on the side
Of life with nocturnal parasites
Treated unfair as an infant
Abnormal characteristics
Waiting for terror to visit
As I stand there in the distance
Fucking arrogant bitches
You were never there with assistance
Wish I could fly into the
Air with the pigeons
Let it begin, the story how I never fit in
While the popular kids would run
Around with seventy friends
I'm just a heavenly sent
Waiting for the day that I rise
So I could take my aggression
And maybe place it aside
I gaze at the sky with
Contacts placed in my eyes
Asking why do they only love me
When my face is disguised
I'm still waiting for signs but I
Doubt I'm a ever get them
If I never see any proof
How can I represent them man

I've been feeling down but nobody knows
Oh where will I go, lord where will I go
Hey ya, I just wanna kill, I just wanna kill
Nobody knows what I feel
Nobody knows what I feel
I said I just wanna kill
I said I just wanna kill
You can all burn in hell, don't fuck with me

I do this because I know it's
What I'm destined to be
I do this for the kids who
Were always messed with and teased
I do this for the ones who
Were told they'll never succeed
I do this for those who grew up
As young and restless as me
Ya'll would always drink and go party
With your crew in the nighttime
Doing shit nobody would ever do
In their right mind
Then when you got a little older
You hit a fine line
With an accidental kid struggling with
A nine to five you always thought that I was
So stupid to write rhymes
Thinking I would never make it and
Lose with the white eyes
But the formula I created
Proved I was Einstein
Now I've done more shit then you'd
Ever do in a lifetime
Since elementary, you'd belittle me
Show no sympathy hurt me mentally
But you never had the sense to see
That your desire to be cruel
Was fire to my fuel
Would inspire me to rule
The world until I was cool

I've been feeling down but nobody knows
Oh where will I go, lord where will I go
Hey ya, I just wanna kill, I just wanna kill
Nobody knows what I feel
Nobody knows what I feel
I said I just wanna kill
I said I just wanna kill
You can all burn in hell, don't fuck with me

I ain't gonna take your shit
I've already lost my mind (lost my mind)
You driving me crazy, so that it makes me cry
(makes me cry)
God if you exist then please, send me a sign
Because all the rage that's stored in
Me is eating me alive help me out

I've been feeling down but nobody knows
Oh where will I go, lord where will I go
Hey ya, I just wanna kill, I just wanna kill
Nobody knows what I feel
Nobody knows what I feel
I said I just wanna kill
I said I just wanna kill
You can all burn in hell, don't fuck with me

Sometimes I wonder what the
Hell your problem is
Why must you love to see me this low
Won't you just let me live
Sometimes I wonder what the
Hell your problem is
Why must you love to see me this low
Won't you just let me live