Hot Mulligan - Something About A Bunch Of Dead Dogs lyrics

I am afraid of my grandmother's notes
'Cause someday they will stop showing up
A sweet note and a couple of
Bucks says "I love you"
But the dead cannot love
And this grave, it means nothing to you
Still something sweet about the
Flowers and perfume
I assumed you'd live forever but
If you are never gone
Then anything you do will never leave a mark

I will never understand my
Twitch or why anxiety
Is hanging on to every situation
With an iron grip
If you want peace
You will find nothing in me
'Cause every day I am afraid I'll
See my family fade away
Every decision that I make is
Making it harder to sleep
If you want peace
You will find nothing in me

Who'd have thought that one of
Us would lose their lives
Oh, every night I lay awake and think that
I'm the one that should have died
Ever since you left I've just been
Trying to make you proud
If nothing else then maybe I can take
Some pride in what I've done myself

I will never understand my
Twitch or why anxiety
Is hanging on to every situation
With an iron grip
If you want peace
You will find nothing in me
'Cause every day I am afraid I'll
See my family fade away
Every decision that I make is
Making it harder to sleep
If you want peace
You will find nothing in me

I will never understand my
Twitch or why anxiety
Is hanging on to every situation
With an iron grip
If you want peace
You will find nothing in me

And I tried to find that in you