Hugo Helmig - Curtains of My Life lyrics

I'd rather ask for forgiveness
I'd rather wake up alone
I never ask for permission
I'd rather want you to know
I still got my addiction
That I can hold onto
I can't snap out of fiction
But, I can blame it on you

Won't pick up, baby,  stop calling
No dance,  no wedding, no nothing
Maybe I'm a star but I'm falling
Everyday life is so boring
Dealer got my money, I'm all in

Life is not forever tomorrow never dies
And I can see the sunlight
Creeping through the curtains of my life
Is not forever tomorrow never dies
And I can see the sunlight
Creeping through the curtains of my life

I come alive in the night-time
I run away from the past
Feel the pain of a lifetime
But don't know how to react
Oh, mama, oh, mama, I don't want you to see
I gotta go if you call the police
I'm fragile for a reason gotta go

Won't pick up, baby, stop calling
No dance, no wedding, no nothing
Maybe I'm a star but I'm falling
Everyday life is so boring
Dealer got my money, I'm all in

Life is not forever tomorrow never dies
And I can see the sunlight
Creeping through the curtains of my life
Is not forever tomorrow never dies
And I can see the sunlight
Creeping through the curtains of my life

I don't want you to see (No, no, no)
I gotta go if you call the police
I'm fragile for a reason
Creeping through the curtains of my life
I don't want you to see
(I don't want you to see)
I gotta go if you call the police
I'm fragile for a reason
Creeping through the curtains of my life

Oh, no through the curtains of my life