Joe Budden - Runaway lyrics

I said all that I'll say
So I stand with no apologies
I've popped all that I popped
Wasn't too recently that it got to me
Those of yall that love Joe
Gotta admit the shit was a lot to see
Today I take all of the credit
Like I did away with modesty
I lost weight, lost faith
I got caught up in that vacuum
My stomach turned and my eyes burned
And I became best friends with the bathroom
Today it takes all the strength I have
Inside for me to avoid the rush
Face pokered over the toilet
All you hear is a royal flush
Was under the control
Though they warned me about addiction
Mine manifested again in the
Form of a prescription
And it's funny what the effects
Of that little pill'll do
Funny shit that keeps you alive
Can also kill you
But, it's my life, guess I'm stuck in it
Sometimes I wanna just be normal
Like them other kids
The demon I battle with every night
Is simply drugs and shit
But, I'll runaway from it all if God
Deems that I've had enough of it

They say don't get lost, follow the leader
And don't do that, be a believer
When the sun goes down, you better hide
It's a dangerous world
Better stay inside and run along, run along
It's a long long way, home from here
Run along, run along
It's a long long way, home from here, yeah

Uh, it go, look
How come they can roll? God tell
Me how come they can smoke, they can drink?
They get to do whatever they want and
It don't interrupt the way they think
They all get to be regular
Why is it only me this odd?
Me who can't even stand up straight
Me who can't even keep a job
Maybe I'm asking for too much
A tiny piece of normalcy
Or an answer to any one of my fucking
Prayers that's asking what's wrong with me
Maybe I'm tired of being unique
Tired of being that outcast
I'm tired of me being the only one
So tired of you all not knowing about that
I'm tired of it all, want
Me to fall a spectacle, for the crowd to see
Or being the only one with faith
I'm tired of everybody doubting me
I'm tired of responding to grown ass folks
That think so motha fuckin childishly
Aches, wish I could take my parents' genes
The fuck up out of me
Tired of wanting to run somewhere
Tired of having to bare it all
Tired of you fucks constantly taking from me
And I'm willing to share it all
Tired of being objective
I'm tired of having to hear it all
But being alone is the only way I
Know to never be near it all

They say don't get lost, follow the leader
And don't do that, be a believer
When the sun goes down, you better hide
It's a dangerous world
Better stay inside and run along, run along
It's a long long way, home from here
Run along, run along
It's a long long way, home from here, yeah