Joe Budden - Russian Roulette lyrics

What niggas don't know and what
My friends don't see
Is while the world keep spinning
It's a lens on me so I sit and prophecize of
What the ends gon be
Maybe a domino effect if you depend on me
Now the cool thing to call me is a asshole
Is that so
Pill popping in a strip club with my hat low
Out of every battle, I ain't lost yet
Say I'm misunderstood
I say my points just ain't come across yet
Prince, all I'm missing is
The little red Corvette
Feeling like a million though a
Nigga ain't in Forbes yet
All that shit go with the fame
The industry's the wrong complexion
Tryna Sammy Sosa the game
Sharper than y'all without a days rest
He don't mind being a pawn
Then how the fuck you gonna mind
It when I play chess
No beef with Beans, not a beef with Fab
Just fags that think I'm searching
For a beef to grab
I'm too talented to reach for that
It take more than some tweets in fact
To get him off the leash, capiche
And if streets is so concerned
About me and Somaya Reece
But they ain't got the whole puzzle all
They do is try to piece
Reality ain't World Star, lets
Keep in private please
Me and her gon end up
Whatever we decide to be can you hear me
Tired of niggas asking 'bout Tahiry
She can do what she wanna long as
She don't do it near me
Y'all reading MediaTakeout
What I take out the Media is
Everything ain't what it appear to be
Leaking pictures of Fif feeling on your ass
But, if you seen it like me then
You be feeling like an ass
So I'm thinking I was fooled by
Watching you act a fool
Seeming desperate for attention, baby
Take this as a jewel and since we no longer
You and Cotto get the same advice
Need to fire everybody in ya corner
Niggas ain't worth my time
I won't respond to ya momma called saying
"Who you gon get to sponsor ya"
Fans becoming less fond of ya
What they've concluded looking at
Me through a
Monitor is that I should be monitored
Wait! let me apologize if I'm alarming ya
Dreaming 'bout nightmares
Fell in love with my insomnia
Or is my presence to blame
I live in the future laughing at y'all
Still waiting on the present to change
Say my life's like the Truman show
But, if niggas could care less then
What they tune in for
I give em all access while
Creating a new sound
And you bound to run into hurdles
When you breaking new ground
Got Jersey on my back
There were few folk beg to differ
I do it all by myself
Ain't gotta beg a nigga
They like I'm better than son
And he a bad look for Jers
But a bad look is better than none
You now dealing with a visionary
Dog ya style doggie style, I
Rather be on top, i favor missionary
Them wack niggas that you say in they prime
Ain't seeing numbers
They dealing with Renee Divine
I thought I was unprepared for the
Fame and all the bears
Then I went to see my grandma
And it all became clear
Cause she 90 years old, can't move
Blank stare like she waiting on death
Won't move up out that same chair
Yeah, listen, I'm outspoken, outcasted
When the odds was outrageous
A nigga outlasted
Look at what you making a issue
Difference between leaving the hood and
Taking it with u
Is the difference between watching from
Home and sitting courtside
Difference is I'm one up
You thinking the scores tied
Unh, simple-minded motherfucka
So if I'm Anti it's cause
I mind it motherfucka
Bar for bar, if you looking for a lil' trauma
If I acknowledge yo ass
Nigga it's still a honor
A bad bitch by my side
That cause a lil' drama
Thinking she can "pop up" on me
Cause she my Lil' Mama
Say I ain't the best, that man don't know me
Never ran, never will, fuck Dan Antoni
But, I'm planning my escape once
I get off tour
And just know it's gon' be on my terms
Not yours