Joe Budden - Stained lyrics

I'm on the outside and I'm looking in
I can see through you, see your true colours
Inside you're ugly, ugly like me
I can see through you
See through the real you

Lemme talk to them real quick
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Niggas said the only cat I
Cared about is myself when shit's thick
Don't nobody's whereabouts but myself
When you're faced with it all and
Your back's against the wall
You'll be listenin' but all you
Hear about is yourself
Tell me what you supposed to
Do when yourself ain't reliable
You're lookin' in the mirror
But yourself ain't desirable
Need another nigga besides yourself on
The side of you can't listen to yourself
All he do is lie to you
Now tell me who's supposed to
Have your best intrest
When shit ain't lookin' up
You start havin' less intrest
Tryin' to leave the hood but
The slugs keep commin'
Keep chasin' the buck but
The buck keep runnin'
I don't trust nobody, I don't love nobody
I don't fuck with nobody but me, I can't lose
No moves'll be funny and I
Never let myself down
How so? I don't expect too much from me

I'm everything the hip hop
Critics try to slight
Got no problem bringin' out the
Shit hip hop hides
So I do the club shit for the blind
They can't see you write some substance and
Sometimes they can't read
Needle in the haystack, hidden jewel the most
So fly, down to earth, he's so cool to most
A regular hood nigga with he's two the most
And he's so smart
He's stupid still a fool to most
Tell me how could somebody so sane, be so off
So normal, he's not it's so strange
He's so lost
And you're lookin' for someone to blame
There's no fault
Now you're feelin' all this pain
There's no source
Eyes open, I can't blink right now
I can't think right now
Bartender, I need a drink right now
Pen movin' but there's not
Enough ink right now
Nah ship you can't sink right now


T-shirt filthy nigga
Eyes lookin' like a guilty nigga
Beard look like he's a Philly nigga
Fistball like somebody tryna steal me nigga
I pour my heart out on wax
You gotta feel me nigga
And no over the counter that
Can heal me nigga
Gun cocked like there's some nigga
Tryna kill me nigga
And try whatever it is you
Tryna deal me nigga
'Lest they got some new shit
That might grill me nigga
I pull out like break me off, peel me nigga
The games short like I owe you, bill me nigga
Unless you're a thick bitch that
Might appeal to me nigga
Naw don't beat me down, don't drill me nigga
I'm like really nigga
I'm too ill to these niggas
How long you think this games
Gonna conceal me nigga
Even if I don't scan a few milly my nigga
I fell and I got up and I'm still me nigga

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