Joe Budden - Three Sides to a Story lyrics

My name's Derrick
I'm from Queens right there on Merrick
Raised of honesty, loyalty, good merit's
Got a lil' sister and my pops just perished
And I just came home so
My freedom I really cherish
Young when they bagged me
Seven in the can is torture
And I just did that for manslaughter
Odds was against me
Murder in the second degree
Made it less cuz I gave 'em a plea
That's the past
Now a dude home tryna clean up his past
When all niggas know me for is the past
And my mind's always thinking how
To pocket some cash
They know if something ever sparked
It'll cock it and blast
Now I'm tryna live straight and
Get my act together but my moms struggling
She putting scraps together long time ago
When I wasn't home she was cleaning my room
Cried when she found a gat in the dresser
Says no child of her's woulda had dat, never!
But with all the dirt I was doing
I felt like I had to protect her
I had to protect us
'Stead of me sellin' crack forever
She rather me in ShopRite
Getting bags together
Past endeavors, won't allow me to get work
Forced me to get work
On apps they ask if you ever been to jail
Like if I say yes you'll hire me
Nigga don't lie to me!
I gotta lil sister that's nine
Plus moms is chillin'
Wit some new dude I think she feeling
But he don't help with the bills
And I'm back on the strip
So we don't go broke
I'm back to this hammer that I have to tote
Stash ya kno, I'm killin' em
Only nigga on the Ave with coke
Only man in the house, I gotta bring in cash
And those two checks a month
That mom get don't last
Lil Sally's real young, she developing fast
Oh, you thinking the same thing
It's a hell of a task
Then it clicked me, plain clothes
Cops came to get me but knew that I had mine
On threaten to hit me
And I moved swiftly, said they had a warrant
They knew about it all they
Said they had an informant
I'm back in this caged up cell
With the apes in jail
Now I'm back in this eight by twelve
See I tried to live right
But society ain't made for
Niggas to live right mommy just write
Mommy make sure Sally keep her shit tight
And I'll be home real soon, don't cry
It's aiight

I know it might seem like it's all good
But this is what it's like in the hood
I rep my set like you should
But this is what it's like in the hood
I know it might seem like it's all good
But this is what it's like in the hood
I rep my set like you should
But this is what it's like in the hood

My names Sally
And I'm from Queens I'm not happy
Dad passed away, moms remarried
I gotta big bro, but he's in jail
Moms said for some things that
He used to sell
And I'm always with step dad, his names Beau
And theres some things about him
That my mom don't know
And he says if I tell that it won't be pretty
And I'm really scared of em
He's already hit me
He touches me places I don't like it
And I ain't talking bout a
Hug or goodbye kiss
I mean touch me places that's private
And he don't just touch he
Put summin inside it
He says the more he does that
I'll start to like it
Hand over my mouth so I'm quiet
Moms only wit 'em cuz our money is low
I'm sixteen but I'm shaped like
A twenty year old
And my moms in love so she makes excuses
But she looks at me and
Sees scrapes and bruises
Why step daddy gotta take me thru this
Help, somebody
I'm getting raped I can't do this
Nobody understands I'm weary
Get goosebumps anytime a man come near me
Know how it feel to have a
Man use you for a cushion
All the while moaning and pushin
You try to push him, he's getting bothered
You yell and you scream but
He starts going harder trust me
It's summin you don't wanna be apart of
Cuz even when it's over, your life
It'll scar ya
Visit my bro, he can tell I'm sad
Staring hard at my stomach he
Can tell I'm fat he can tell I'm mad
But step daddy touched me, fucked me
You think that I can tell him that?
Beau called the cops on him
Could I tell him that?
Yep, thought you'd agree so I
Keep it all to me
Baby on the way, and I'm not working
And I kno it's his cause I
Used to be a virgin
Derrick says he'll handle it, wipe my tears
He don't know
This is what it's like for years
And it falls on def ears
Damn mommy please, come home, please
Mommy don't leave us alone
Some secrets are hard to keep
Some secrets make it hard to sleep
And sleep is the only time I feel safe
Still the act haunts me
And I know I'ma wake up with step daddy on me

I know it might seem like it's all good
But this is what it's like in the hood
I rep my set like you should
But this is what it's like in the hood
I know it might seem like it's all good
But this is what it's like in the hood
I rep my set like you should
But this is what it's like in the hood

My names Beau
Gotta chick named Pam that I live with
But she's always in church, real religious
I hadda son he was young he was gifted
Til a nigga killed him
A week before Christmas
Three shots close range with a handgun
I knew before I met Pam that it was Pam's son
I knew when I pulled the Mill out harder
And went on a manhunt just
To kill they father
Derrick and my boy hadda mutual friend
That put me on doing what
I gotta do for revenge
Derricks coming home now
And he's gonna get it
And I kno he'll be lookin
For me with a biscuit
Not hard to find, got them TECs in handy, and
I'm in his house having sex with him family
I got his mom on the bed and the canopy
And I'm with his sister molesting her candy
Now he know it all
His friend probably told em
And you can't hide nothing in a hood so small

But then it came Sunday
Beau ain't hafta work
Just humped on Sally, Pam's in church
Derrick bust in, Beau just froze
White shit on his nose
Sally getting her clothes
Screams, "Get ready for your funeral Beau"
And then he reach to his hip and
Let a few of 'em go
Cause he's packin but Sally starts gaspin
Holdin her stomach
I guess she started having contractions
Beau grabbed his, now they both got heat
Just gunnin
Both ignoring the seed that's coming
Now Sally's in the crossfire
Screams out stop
Holes in the wall, now the scenes getting hot
Next 30 seconds on the scene is the cops
Yellow tape up
Now the scenes getting blocked
Barricades up, yep, you already kno y'all
Ambulance there, streets full of patrol cars
Cops on the mega phone, "come down now"
But it all calmed down somehow
Beau comes out, hands showing
Carrying his arms
Derrick comes down, little Sally in his arms
Yep, nuttin to say, she was hit by a stray
Nope! Shots done ricochet, cops take him away
And now some niggas miss em
But it wasn't the guns that killed Sally
Nah it was the dumb niggas wit em
When we gonna learn to
Treat our people sacred
There's some type of way kid
We're all related
When we gonna grow and get rid of the hatred
Cuz this shit happens on a regular basis
This shit happens on a regular basis
This type of shit happens everyday kid

I know it might seem like it's all good
But this is what it's like in the hood
I rep my set like you should
But this is what it's like in the hood
I know it might seem like it's all good
But this is what it's like in the hood
I rep my set like you should
But this is what it's like in the hood