Joe Budden - Un4Given lyrics

What I've felt what I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be, never see
Won't see what might have been
What I've felt what I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free never me so I dub thee un4given

Let's talk about the struggle
Let's talk about the pain
Some people say they love you
But that don't mean a thang
Some folks is so naive, not me, I go insane
Some people dap you, they hug you
They do it all in vain
That's my depression talking
Maybe it's really real
Maybe them doctors was right
And maybe I'm really ill
See I can't really chill without
Feeling the guilt of me
Stealing these pills
Is anybody feeling me still? (Shit)
Except for the hood, nobody told
Me, I ever could, instead I pushed
Back when they told me I
Never would, looking at me
Like I was just a crook
I express the hood and what
I see on the daily
My scenery daily task force B&E's daily
A task y'all, being me daily
They want to put, 3 in me nail me
This is stuff you only read in The Daily
Had product, but ain't supply it then
High off more than weed
So the product just got me higher then
Product of my environment
Look at where they put me
And look where they telling me I gotta be
Stop and see, the robberies
The poverty naw fam, it's not for me
It's got to be
An opt at least without dudes
Getting chased by police
So they gave us film, sports
And the gift to make a hot CD
Back to the wall, against
The ropes nothings believable, feasible
They don't believe in you
You've been verbally beaten to a pulp
So the result to you
Think nothing is reachable
Reasonable, I tell you dreams
Come true yeah haters, even you


Now take your hands, and wave 'em high, they
Told me I can't, but I said, "Why?!"
Like, fuck it, I'll try not fuck it and die
See, this is real emotion we deal wit' often
And don't reveal it
Often we stuff it inside, but
I'm like, "Fuck it, let's ride"
I do what I do
Because I do what I do what I feel
They do what they do
In hopes of what they do may appeal
They got a image and persona
That they gotta fill
That they better do, for revenue
So labels will be thrilled
Kind-of feel like a wanted man
I can't talk to folk 'cause when I ask 'em to
Trust me, all they wanna do is judge me
I'm feeling like they don't understand
I'm feeling like ain't too
Many people friendly
I feel like ain't too many
People are what they
Pretend to be 'cause I'm in that zone
I feel alone like everybody is against me
Just feel like I'm worst enemy, and naw
It's not a cry for no sympathy
I'm just thinking out loud to a crowd
I'm just trying to figure out some remedy
Almost like every lesson, it's
Like every jewel
Every tool that's ever been lent to me
But the moment is gone
I'm like a new born I feel
Like a man with no memory
Slow it down for a second
Make sure I'm not losing you
Or confusing you
I'm delusional, if you never been there
Then you have no idea what illusions do
Through and through
I'm hoping these signs ain't vital
Or none of these rhymes inside the recital
Why do it mean
I'm suicidal? I ain't that Houston dude
But, I'm a maniac
Don't get over, drunk or sober
This the same way I'd act
And I'm striving to pull together
But at least until these voices inside of me
Go forever
Be alarmed I'm liable to do whatever