Julia Michaels - Undertone lyrics

Is it me or is it my imagination?
You keep popping up in certain situations
I know we cut off all communication
But you leave traces in different places
I made my bed in arms that hold me tighter
I'm happy I don't need to justify it now
Not like I was when I would just defy it
Then I'm reminded

Every time I find somebody new
I hope that the memory of
You will leave me alone
Yeah, every time I find somebody new, yeah
I hope that the memory of
You will leave me alone

But you're always an undertone
You're always an undertone, yeah

I know that I'm the type for sentimental
But I'm trying not to get too existential


Do I conjure it? Or is it just coincidental?

And finally, finally, finally, hey
I've fallen deep, fallen deep, yeah
On my knees, on my knees, on my knees
Beggin' you, to let me forget you

But every time I find somebody new
I hope that the memory of
You will leave me alone
(I hope you leave me)
Yeah, every time I find somebody new, yeah
I hope that the memory of
You will leave me alone (Leave me alone)

But you're always an undertone (All the time)
You're always an undertone, yeah

And finally, finally, finally, hey
I've fallen deep, fallen deep, yeah
On my knees, on my knees, on my knees
Beggin' you, to let me forget you

But every time I find somebody new
I hope that the memory of
You will leave me alone
(I hope you leave me)
Yeah, every time I find somebody new, yeah
I hope that the memory of
You will leave me alone (Leave me alone)

But you're always an undertone