K.Flay - Hollywood Forever lyrics

I'm hiding from mirrors
I'm frightened of sex
Despising my image
I'm enlightened and slightly obsessed

In the dark everything it looks better, whoa
Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever
In the dark everything it feels better, whoa
Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever

I'm scared I'm a loser
Aware of my face
My father was a user
And I'm afraid I'm just the same

I used to be so confident
So sober and awake
I never thought to act
Devoted and ashamed
Wanted to call my ex
To hear him say my name
Over the phone to me

In the dark everything it looks better, whoa
Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever
In the dark everything it feels better, whoa
Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever

In a house on a cliff on the coast
Well I prayed to my god with a toast
Said a cheers to the reasons I've
Been at it all evening
All I wanted was to never get old

On a bed in a room with a key
I was reading a rag magazine
Said a cheers to the demons who've
Been with me all evening
All I wanted was to never be seen

In the dark everything it looks better, whoa
Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever
In the dark I'm alive, I'm a legend, whoa
Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever
In the dark everything it looks better, whoa
Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever