K.Flay - Messin With My Head lyrics

Watch the ceiling fan make
Shadows on the wall
My life is like a cancelled series
Plotlines all have stalled
Enveloped by a shell of
Endless lethargy and doom
Population one in my excuse for a bedroom
No longer sure that I can make it
Or if I even want
To try my luck again at this
Bullshit that we call love
No longer sure that I can take it
Or if I ever will
Cause lower than the ocean floor
Is where I'm living still

Is it the way you touched my shoulder blades
How you just seemed to fill in all the blanks
When I pushed you pulled
You always made me feel so beautiful
Is it the way your hand fit into mine
Told me you'd hold me til the end of time
I'm just lost at sea without you next to me

So fuck you and everything you said
It was all lies, messin with my head

Going through the motions but I
Don't feel a thing
Waiting for the weightlessness that
Wakefulness can't bring
Taste you on my tongue
The pressure of your fingertips
Remembering just how you traced the
Outlines of my ribs
Don't wanna keep looking behind me
Or reenact the past
But it's hard because my heart's just
A potato that's been mashed
Don't want to keep hoping you'll find
Me and make this all untrue
Right now lying in my bed all the
Day's the best that I can do

Is it the way you touched my shoulder blades
How you just seemed to fill in all the blanks
When I pushed you pulled
You always made me feel so beautiful
Is it the way your hand fit into mine
Told me you'd hold me til the end of time
I'm just lost at sea without you next to me

So fuck you and everything you said
It was all lies, messin with my head